Cause if I got you,

I don't need money, I don't cars.
Aaawww I love Chris Brown (L)

Well it's the weekend nowwww :D:D:D
I'm so excited just to be able to stay up late tonight and wake up late tomorrow and get to go out and lay on a lovely hill.
I just love weekends.

Tomorrow I think me and my bestests are meeting a few people, I don't really want to but oh well.
I'm having chinese tonight and I'm well excited about it, LOLOLOLOL.

LOLOL, like 2 mintues ago I was downstairs in my blue, cow pjs. They are a tad embarassing and I was dancing to Girls Aloud >.<
Then this really cool boy I used to be friends with was doing his paper round and he saw me and I just went 'OH SHIT' and jumped behind a door, so he wouldn't see me >.<
Oh dear lord that was embarassing, LOLOL.
Oh well!

Anyway tonight I don't really feel like doing anything, might just stay up late on here tbhhhh. (:

HOW WAS YOUR DAY GUYYYYSS?

Welllbtruftgbeiehn

today was average.
I had to get home real fast in time for my hair cut and now I can actually see through my fringe!
Urggghhh I have my injections next week and I'm well scared, I hate them so much ): But if I don't have them I may die so I'd rather have them, aahhah.
Well today I had, Psychology which I nearly fell asleep in and got annoyed with the boy I sit next to.
Then I had Science where I did literally nothing, I couldn't be arsed.
And then I had maths which flew by and I actually concentrated in it, so it's all good.
Yaaaaaaay, Skins tonight and then it's Friday tomorrow AND THEN it's the weekend! I actually can't wait for it to be honest. School sucks at the moment!
I think I will just do some lazing around on Saturday in theee park and then it's Mothers day on Sunday!

HOW IS EVERYONE?
xxxx

Todaaay

was well nice.
I am actually over him and I feel happier and stronger than ever.
I haven't been crying at all, except at Desperate Housewives earlier which was well sad!
I found out today that this girl I don't like fancies Cameron, but he doesn't like her like that and I'm like SHAME.
I know I don't like him like that but he is still my Cameron, my best friend. She can back off.
I'm such a jealous person LOLOL.
So yeah, my day has been lovely and I can't wait for the weekend. I want the sun please and some lazing in the lovely park! ;D

I SHOULD GO TO BED NOW!

I was thinking earlier

as I was in the car on the way home from School, as I was looking at these really pretty, new flats. How maybe I could actually if I tried to save up the money live in one of those flats.
I've decided thats where I wanna be for a while.
It's beautiful, has a balcony and I could look on my lovely town of Ipswich, when it's getting dark and it's by the harbour which is lovely.
It will be gorgeous and as the British economy at the moment is shite, the price will have been lowered so people will buy them! So hopefully, YES!
But thinking about my future is really starting to scare me. I think school is hard at the moment, things don't get easier!
I'm lucky I don't have to worry about bills and work.

Urgh, I'm much happier as it is right now listening to Henry Homesweet (L)
(ANYONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHO HE IS, SEARCH HIM UP!)

SEE'S YA LATERRRR

Time for

change, just a tiny bit of it.
I've decided I have to stop looking for him and wondering what he is doing. I need to stop thinking of him in that way.
I was so desperate last night that I searched 'ways to get over a boy' in google, it was actually a bit useful.
But I still can't stand the thought of him not being there. So it will take a while.

I'm sorry to, two of my followers and whoever else, who hopefully reads this >.<
That I never stop posting about him, I'm so bad. I hope things will just get better. Which they will, I'm determined for it to get better.

So today was quite a boring day. Nothing really to update on.

Recently my best friends parents split :/ Which is real sad, her Father fell in love with someone else, saddly. Her Mother really doesn't deserve any of this to be honest. I saw him this morning and it was so strange. He broke a lovely ladies heart, I actually hate him for it. So does Nikki and I think she is gradually getting used to it. I really do feel for her, as my parents split too. It's never nice but it does get better. Big love for my best friend at the moment (L)

So yes, I really have nothing else to say!
Just FOLLOW ME >.<

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

Mmmm

well yes, I'm basically crying over him still.
I need to get over him, it's too hard for me. I want to completely cut him out of my life and say goodbye to him forever but that involves loosing him, which I could never ever do.
I hate how much of a mess I have become over this one boy.
He takes me for granted and sometimes I really feel he doesn't give a shit if I was there or not.
Really time to stop this whole charade.

On a brighter note, 1 month till I see Pink! In concert ;D

I haven't post for

what it feels like ages, they other day I tried to put the photo's from the party up but it wouldn't let me ¬¬
SO anyway nothing interesting really happened, I've just been so bored and I don't know what to do with myself.
I'M SO ANGRY AS WELL, well I told my friend some stuff and trusted her and then she goes and destroys the trust and she knows how jealous I can be. Urgh I just can't believe it.
I can't be arsed.
I just want to shower and then go to bed, but I need to revise for this thing for school and pick what I'm gonna wear for red nose day tomorrow -_____-

URGH, Jessica isn't in a great mood.