I keep

thinking about what I was about to send to him last night and I really wish I had done now.
But in a way I know I wouldn't anyway.
But we're talking again like everything is fine.

So one of my best friends she had her boyfriend over last night and she was telling me how it was obvsious that he wanted more than she is ready for. She is only fifteen and I hate the pressure that sex and love is putting onto us. All the girls in my year at school are bragging about sex and this and that and I'm like why do we all have to start doing it now. I feel like I have to and I'm no where near ready for it.
I hate all this growing up and such. Aahhhh dammit.