Blog of mine, I'm very sorry. I don't really use you anymore as I've migrated to LiveJournal.
I would lie and say that I will try post on her more, but that is a silly lie. I might every now and again like now but LiveJournal for the moment is my home.
Sorry! If you want me to keep posting here, leave a comment. That would give me motivation to do so.
Thursday 22 October 2009
Friday 9 October 2009
Not Naming Names
I miss you.
Sometimes I think about the relationship we had and how it sucks we have drifted so far apart. There is just nothing there anymore, I even miss the stupid fights we used to have because I used to get so upset about them, knowing that it was because I cared about you so much.
I wish you didn't take a step back in my life, you gave me laughs and a strong friendship. We could literally tell each other anything and I loved that you trusted me. A person like you who had many friends and who is genuinely popular. I do still love you, just don't talk to you for whatever reasons this is, not sure.
When I next see you, your getting a mega hug.
Sometimes I think about the relationship we had and how it sucks we have drifted so far apart. There is just nothing there anymore, I even miss the stupid fights we used to have because I used to get so upset about them, knowing that it was because I cared about you so much.
I wish you didn't take a step back in my life, you gave me laughs and a strong friendship. We could literally tell each other anything and I loved that you trusted me. A person like you who had many friends and who is genuinely popular. I do still love you, just don't talk to you for whatever reasons this is, not sure.
When I next see you, your getting a mega hug.
Doomed
Oh my gosh. You're so sweet, adorable and flirt with me which makes me fall for you even more. Kill me now.
I'm doomed, there is no going back now..well for about 2 or 3 months.
Can my personality of falling for people easily like subside just for a while?
I'm doomed, there is no going back now..well for about 2 or 3 months.
Can my personality of falling for people easily like subside just for a while?
My Trek Home
I was listening to the whole of the Fightstars ablum, Be Human on the way home on my beloved iPod.
As I was turning a corner a sudden burst of pixie like drops of rain started falling it startled me, I felt a stab of confusion, despair and loneliness not sure why. I looked up in the sky to see the sun still shinning brightly.
I looked into the sky wanting to catch these tiny droplets of water on my face, it made me breathe a sigh of relief.
But once again I felt confused and lonely, so as I was walking home by myself I began to cry.
Still not sure why, I was still crying as random people passed by and must of looked like a right idiot.
But this was the most confusing walk home, I've ever endured. Relief yet loneliness.
As I was turning a corner a sudden burst of pixie like drops of rain started falling it startled me, I felt a stab of confusion, despair and loneliness not sure why. I looked up in the sky to see the sun still shinning brightly.
I looked into the sky wanting to catch these tiny droplets of water on my face, it made me breathe a sigh of relief.
But once again I felt confused and lonely, so as I was walking home by myself I began to cry.
Still not sure why, I was still crying as random people passed by and must of looked like a right idiot.
But this was the most confusing walk home, I've ever endured. Relief yet loneliness.
Thursday 1 October 2009
Cold People
Isn't it funny how one person can make you feel like the only person who is important to them, the one person they can share laughter and secrets with and then turn their back immediately in the next five minutes for no reason.
Literally feeling the freezing cold radiating off their shoulder.
What makes humans so judge-mental and want to hate people so bad for no reason.
It makes me really upset the thought of some people having the urge to be harsh to other people, we all have feelings. I've been through it many times, it makes me feel like I'm nothing, I'm worthless.
But I always love these people, with everything I have. Just give me a break okay?
(I'm elaborating on the for no reason by the way!)
Literally feeling the freezing cold radiating off their shoulder.
What makes humans so judge-mental and want to hate people so bad for no reason.
It makes me really upset the thought of some people having the urge to be harsh to other people, we all have feelings. I've been through it many times, it makes me feel like I'm nothing, I'm worthless.
But I always love these people, with everything I have. Just give me a break okay?
(I'm elaborating on the for no reason by the way!)
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