My weekend alone.

My parents and siblings went camping and I had the house to myself for a whole two nights really shows that I'm starting to grow up.
But I was glad to see my parents car in the driveway this morning, I missed them just a bit :)

Trust

What does it take for me to trust someone?
Honestly?
You have to be a listener and friendly. I don't genuinely know if I can't actually trust you, I just do.
It all blows up in my face, cause obviously those people can't be trusted.
No one can be trusted, we're all two-faced and thirsty for gossip.

I should know better.

Hope

I caught a butterfly today, for the first time in my fifteen years of living.
Gives me hope.

Utada Hikaru

Most beautiful voice and sweetest songs I've ever heard.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyUE0BU49X0 (LINK WON'T WORK)
That's just one of her songs and the english version of that song I've linked you to is used for the beginning of Kingdom Hearts 2, which I've been playing a lot lately.

I just love Japanese items lately.
I've been reading a lot of Death Note, watching Final Fantasy, playing Kingdom Hearts and listening to Utada Hikaru.
When I get money I'm buying a lot of things :D

Breakfast.

Why does breakfast hate me so much?!
I mean the last couple of days there was no bacon for me and then finally there was for me yesterday but then there was no white bread so I had to have brown bread which never tastes as good with bacon. Today I decided to have cereal, NO FREAKING MILK. So I ate it by itself.

Oi, breakfast gimme a break will ya!

One week.

Only one week of summer, makes me sad to think that I have to go back to the stress of coursework and mock exams.
I still need to do my photography coursework, I'm utterly screwed seriously.

I have idea's of doing a anime style like Kingdom Hearts or Final Fantasy with my friends.
I need to take some pictures of human forms and I just need to dress my friends up as anime characters and find some poses.

Could anyone help me here?

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Michael Jackson thoughts.

Well recently I read a book about Michael Jackson's life professinally and personally.
It included all the controversial stories about the children, but honestly the book didn't change my opinion about him one little bit, I still love who he was and the music he produced.

I still remember him for the man who wanted to save the world and give to those who didn't have much and I think that is what everyone else should feel. But of course there is some spiteful people who believe the tabloids views.

It is controversial.

Sleep deprivation

Well not last night the night before I stayed up on msn to Peter and Ollie, I stayed up till 10 to 5 exactly and the next day slept into only quarter past 12. So I had just over 7 hours sleep, that isn't enough for a teenager of my age.
Last night I stayed up till gone past 3am and really couldn't sleep cause my sleep pattern is now out of whack so I just put on Lion King and I really don't know how it does it but I went out like a light.

And here I am, after a night of 7 hours sleep I'm like D:
This is what the holidays are about guys!

Nobodies looking, but every body's talking.

What I've give to turn it off and make it stop so all I could hear was a simple song.

Miley Cyrus♥

Neglection + death.

I really have been neglecting this blog of mine.
But honestly I feel really empty at the moment, my cat Timmy died recently and I had him for 13 years of my life.
I came home from Portugal on Friday basically and came back to a lovely surprise of my room being done up and an opportunity for a job. Then of the course the bad news my beloved cat dieing.
Honestly I just feel empty, sounds so pathetic when I think about it but I do. He was always there, now he's just gone.
I was out with friends yesterday and I just ended up thinking too much and nearly crying in front of them all.

Yeah so these summer holidays have been pretty crap so far.