Everything has turned out okay

I think?

As soon as I had this huge hissy fit he left me a comment on bebo and we're been texting all day. I just watched Skins (L) It's amazing.

I'm feel well happy but I also feel like crying :/

It's funny

How your actions reflects what my mood is completely.

I just thought

Whatever we do could have the biggest impact on someone else.

Like if I decided to say something to this boy this will change everything for the bad or good. I don't know if you get me?

But if I did say something I could freak him out and he'll decide to hate me forever or he will think it's complete and utter sweetness and love me forever.

I like the second option better(:
JESS NEEDS A LIFE.

'But our love, is louder than words.'-Bloc Party. Sunday.

Not the happiest girl in the world.

Well this boy yeah? I can't take it anymore he's got my number and he just came online for two seconds and went off again and it actually sent me over the edge, it was like I was so close to talking to him again and then he dissapears. So I've crying for the last hour straight because I'm an obsessive, paranoid teenager who is insecure with everything.
I feel worthless and not good enough for anyone.

I feel I should give up on this guy, but he was also one of the sweetest guys I've ever met and I don't want to stop thinking about him.

But on the other end he is being a complete arse and making me feel like shite.

What to do?

THIS IS WAY

I TRY NOT TO END UP LIKING SOMEONE.

I GO CRAZY and not the happy type of crazy.

I NEED A FUCKING LIFE

I can't stop thinking about him and I'm getting so uber paranoid, I text him and he hasn't replied and he isn't online! D:
I'm pretty lost without him right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm tempted to text him again but that would be clingy so I won't D:

This isn't making me happy.

ahahah

Ever since I've met you, I don't find anyone else attractive anymore >.<